2025年1月14日星期二

林子平老先生 2008 年为我的 CD 题字以及何自力博士的油画作品。


墨宝之二

回想曲 - 以音乐来纪念




       无论从什么角度来看,新加坡都还只是个年轻的岛国。虽然人口以华人居多,它还是是一个多元种族的社会。早年的英国殖民地统治、 移民和后来的政治方向逐渐形成了今天的文化面貌。各族移民都从原居地带来了各自的传统文化和习俗,但半个多世纪以来的世界变化、政治改革以及社会变迁。通讯科技发达给原本便不是非常根深蒂固的本地各族文化传统带来了巨大的冲击。

       来到一种文化的形成,无论深浅都需要一定的时间和积累,也离不开记忆和情感。新加坡从一个毫不起眼的渔村发展到今天的发达国家为时并不算长。经济起飞还是上世纪七十年代前后的事。就在这几十年当中新加坡在很多方面都有翻天覆地的变化。就市容而言,由于国小土地有限,很多旧建筑包括乡村房屋、农场耕地、政府组屋以及私人厂房都在经济政策、城市发展计划下一一拆除消失了。取而代之的是一片片陌生的楼房街景。也许,这是必须和必然的,但毕竟有点无奈!许多记忆从此 无从唤回,土生土长的怀旧情感也因此而失去了归宿和凭藉!离开久一点一旦回乡竞有“举目无亲”之感!

       幸亏有些东西是拆不了也抹不去的,那就是深植在我们脑海里,我们从小在这片土地上受到熏陶和打从心里喜欢的各种歌曲和音乐。这里头有多姿多彩种类繁多的中外流行歌曲、古典音乐、民歌华乐甚至教会歌曲等等。通过这些互不相干但熟悉而亲切的声音,昔日美好的光景都一一再现,就有如Carpenter 的歌曲Yesterday once more 一般。我一向觉得,这些伴随我们成长的歌曲音乐虽然不一定是自己民族传统的一部分,也不一定都很伟大或富有创意,但贵在通而不俗情真意切, 随着时间的推移形成了我们个人精神文化、审美和品味不可分割的一部分。比日趋肤浅的所谓民族传统更为深刻而富有意义-只因其中有情。

15.7.2008


MUSIC AS MEMORY

Phoon Yew Tien

No matter how you look at it Singapore is still a young island state. Although its population is predominantly Chinese, it is a multi-racial society. Its early colonial rule, immigrant population and subsequent political orientation have led to the culture as it is today. Immigrants brought with them traditional cultures and customs from their original homelands. But with changes in the world along with political reforms and social transformation over the last 50 years, the advances in information technology have dealt heavy blows on the already less than entrenched ethnic cultural traditions of ours.

The formation of a particular culture regardless of its depth requires time to establish and cannot happen without memories and emotions. It did not take very long for Singapore to develop from an insignificant fishing village to a modern nation. Economic success came around the 1970s. The last few decades have seen furious transformation in many areas in Singapore. In the land-scarce urban landscape, many old buildings, villages, farmland, government flats and private houses and factories have been disappearing under economic policies and urban development plans. In their place emerged blocks and blocks of strange buildings and towns. This was perhaps necessary and a matter of course. But there is an inevitable sense of loss as many memories can no longer be recalled and indigenous nostalgic feelings have become out of place.

Fortunately, there are some things that are unmovable and indelible, deeply etched in our minds, such as songs and music we have imbibed on this land and have always had a soft spot for since we were young. Among them there are a great variety and wonderful array of Chinese and foreign pop songs, classical works, folk tunes and even church hymns. Through these unrelated and yet familiar and endearing sounds, the good old times begin to appear before us like yesterday once more, as the Carpenters’ song sings. I have always thought that the music we have grown up with does not have to be from our own ethnic traditions. Neither does it have to be a masterful or creative work. More importantly it should be true and sincere; it may be common but not vulgar. It can also become an inseparable part of a person’s spiritual, aesthetic and tasteful make-up. It is much more meaningful than the so-called ethnic tradition that is becoming increasingly shallower because there are true feelings in it.

English translation: Teo Han Wue

15.7.2008



2025年1月13日星期一

墨宝之一




       午后突然心血来潮想看看藏了多年未及装裱的一些书法作品。

       不翻则已,一翻之下竟然翻出数量不少的书法作品。这些书法作品来自各方各面,主要有林子平、曾广纬两位书画大家为我作品CD的封面题字,其余有已故中国电影乐团团长曹节先生当年题赠的墨宝以及在本地或到中国旅游期间购买的等等等等 …...

       托老友夏帏的福几次得到林子平老先生的墨宝,主要都是CD封面题字,不想有一回豪气万千的林老还送了我一幅大字“虎啸”!

10.1.2025

2025年1月9日星期四

换电脑




       用了8年的HP电脑上个星期突然毫无征兆的突然之间就死翘翘!根据以往的经验,有时关机重启它又会死而复生,但这次无论出动什么霹雳手段软硬兼施它都无动于衷睬你都傻,无奈之下也只能和它永别。

       买新电脑也不是很顺利 - 看中的型号却缺货,买到之后还要找人来帮忙装置,由于时间安排有点阴差阳错,又拖了几天。

       最终电脑来了但技术人员一时却安排不了时间,结果还是照旧停摆,由于紧急要用电脑,便试着硬着头皮上,花了好几个钟头时间摸索碰壁,几经周折终于可以做些基本简单的操作以应一时之需,但最终还是要专业技术人员来解决一些应用程序细节问题。

       由于这回换了 Lenovo 电脑,操作方式和以往很不一样,如入迷宫之余还被一些随电脑而来前所未见的微软商业操作误导以致几乎寸步难行,幸亏有专业人员救助才化险为夷 ...... 换电脑是件很烦人的事,最无奈是迫不得已的要重新学习适应一些新操作,并且“新”也未必就好,但在如今这个唯利是图霸道横行的世界,没有选择之下,也只能是人为刀俎我为鱼肉吧!

10.1.2025 

2024年12月31日星期二

回顾 感恩与感想





       到了人生这一阶段,要感谢的人事很多。个人音乐事业生涯里除了创作,教学是也个很重要的部分新年前后收到了黄玲等人以及许多昔日南洋美专音乐系学生的网上祝语,都这么多年了,难得他们还会记得,谢谢他们的心意!

       今天一早打开电脑又收到两封贴心的邮件,在和教学渐行渐远之际,感动之余又让我会想起往日的教学点滴 …..

       今时今日,由于“时代进步”,世界性生活教育方式价值的改变,近几十年来从纸笔到电脑,如今再加上AI 的冲击,致使人们在许多学习上的心态和习惯都和以往大不相同。事实上,如今就连一些国际有名老字号的音乐学府都在市场压力下“从善如流”- 降低水平同流合污?!因此,也越来越多人不再相信和有耐心去“慢工出细活”,反正借助了科技的方便,很多事都能轻易一步到位(最低限度表面上),如此又何必像前人古人一样苦苦的经年累月按部就班的去学习?关键是,也很少人会或能分辨事物的优劣好坏,贪图廉价方便却是人之常情,这就是眼下现实,而绝大多数的人都是很现实的!只是,你如果真在乎,你会相信一个连素描都画不好的画家吗?

       最终,也搞不清这个世界究竟是在进步还是在退步,在大潮流的推动下也只能无奈被迫“向前进”!只是,无论世界如何“进步”,还是怀念以及庆幸能经历从前种种,因为里头有比较多的真心诚意。

1.1.2025

照片:1980 年代在南洋美专音乐系上课情景。

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离弃 2024



       不说告别,更像逃离,皆因不想再见。

       2024 是我的本命年,也是前所未有最糟糕的一年,除了生活事业上碰到一连串不顺利与波折,一年之间亲友、同行、邻居之间就有好几位英年骤逝 ......

       今天看到诗人林子的2024告别诗,一时有感也打油一首:


年年难过年年过,今年却是特难过。

死别生离叹无常,当惜眼下好时光。


       无论如何,但愿明年光景好,并祝朋友们安康如意,新年进步!


31.12.2024


照片:和家人岁末聚餐。



2024年12月24日星期二

圣诞前夕





       虽然不怎样庆祝圣诞,但总觉得圣诞前夕才是圣诞节的高潮,圣诞节当天的气氛反而有所不如?

       趁着佳节气氛尚浓,今天中午和几位老友相聚怡丰城午餐,谈笑尽欢而返之后时间还早就乘兴听点音乐。也许和节日氛围有关首先想到的除了几首应节歌曲,其余都是柴可夫斯基的音乐。

       胡桃夹子舞剧仿佛是每年圣诞节都会上演的芭蕾舞剧?拿出收藏多年的胡桃夹子舞剧全本录音,这个著名版本录音异常生猛出色,音乐也许略为不如 Karajan 以及 Solti 版本细致老练,但可听性还是极高,尤其是雪花圆舞曲那段,历历在目的各种乐器人声鲜活交集的音像就像是一幅漫天飞舞的雪花图,令人听得眉飞色舞。柴六和第一钢琴协奏曲也没有令人失望。

       将要过去的2024年仿佛是多灾多难的一年,其间有许多不如人意的事,希望下去的日子能像今天一样顺心愉快。

24.12.2024


2024年12月19日星期四

喝口茶


喝口茶


       在一个黯淡雨天的此刻看到网友Hui Leng Tan 的“沉重”贴文 - 诗,更有感触。

       和 Prof Lee Tzu Pheng (李子平教授)曾有一次合作与一面之缘,这首诗除了道出了一位迟暮诗人的心境,也不正是许多人必经之心路历程?! 人生苦短,珍惜人情,有花堪折直须折,莫待无花空折枝?!有空常聚喝杯茶。


喝口茶


悠然喝口茶

没有人知道

何时会离去

也没有时间去品尝其中过程

所以

就悠然喝口茶吧


人生苦短但感觉很长

有太多的事要做

有太多的差错

挣扎想趁早努力坚强

却已到生命尽头

所以

就悠然喝口茶吧


朋友有些尚在

有些已经离去

亲人温情不一定长留

孩子会成长并远走高飞

世事难料

所以

就悠然喝口茶吧


最终,都是对天地间种种爱的理解

珍惜那些关爱你的人

微笑与呼吸间忘掉所有的忧虑

所以

就悠然喝口茶吧


当我死后

你会流泪

但我不会知道

为何不现在就和我分担悲哀?

(死后)我也不会看到你送的鲜花

何不现在就送给我?

(死后)你会赞美我

但我不会听到

何不现在就赞美我?

(死后)你会原谅我的过错

何不现在就忘掉?


你会怀念我

但我已感觉不到

何不现在就多关心

你后悔为何之前不多陪伴我?

何不现在就过来?


当你听到我离世的消息

虽然已经多年没来往,但你还是会来吊唁

现在就来看我吧!


原诗如下:


A poem by Prof Lee Tzu Pheng (Singapore Cultural Medallion winner). She was formerly in the English Literature Dept in NUS. This is a powerful poem on human friendship and loving one another.


Sip your Tea

Nice and Slow

No one Ever knows

when it’s Time to Go,

There’ll be no Time

to enjoy the Glow,

So sip your Tea

Nice and Slow.


Life is too Short but

feels pretty Long,

There’s too Much to do, so much going Wrong,

And Most of the Time You Struggle to be Strong,

Before it’s too Late

and it’s time to Go,

Sip your Tea

Nice and Slow.


Some Friends stay,

others Go away,

Loved ones are Cherished but not all will Stay.

Kids will Grow up

and Fly away.

There’s really no Saying how Things will Go,

So sip your Tea

Nice and Slow.


In the End it’s really

all about understanding Love

For this World

and in the Stars above,

Appreciate and Value who truly Cares,

Smile and Breathe

and let your Worries go,

So Just Sip your Tea

Nice and Slow."


When I'm dead.

Your tears will flow

But I won't know

Cry with me now instead.

You will send flowers,

But I won't see

Send them now instead


You'll say words of praise

But I won't hear.

Praise me now instead

You'll forget my faults,

But I won't know.....

Forget them now instead.


You'll miss me then,

But I won't feel.

Miss me now, instead.

You'll wish You could have spent more time with me,

Spend it now instead


When you hear I'm gone, you'll find your way to my house to pay condolence but we haven't even spoken in years.

Look for me now.


*"Spend time with every person around you, and help them with whatever you have to make them happy, your families, friends and acquaintances.*

*Make them feel Special because you never know when time will take them away from you forever.*

Alone I can 'Say' but together we can 'Talk'.

Alone I can 'Enjoy' but together we can 'Celebrate'

Alone I can 'Smile' but together we can 'Laugh'

That's the BEAUTY of Human Relations.

We are nothing without each other

So Stay Connected!


4.3.2023

当年在前人协理事长李宗严先生安排下和李子平教授合作的一首合唱曲 《Who Are You My Country

https://soundcloud.com/user-21736741/who-are-you-my-country


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